Proverbs 3:24-26
Now that I have lesions on my brain, which causes me changes in mood, personality, behavior, mental ability, and concentration. I asked the Doctor to not put me on anxiety and antidepressants, I will lean on God's word. God lead me to Proverbs 3:24-26 (ESV) If you lie down, you will not be afraid; when you lie down, your sleep will be sweet.Do not be afraid of sudden terror or of the ruin of the wicked, when it comes, for the Lord will be your confidence and will keep your foot from being caught.
Did you know, when we go to sleep we feel helpless and defenseless, our mind is racing a mile a minute. I myself only get 4 hours of sleep, because I wake up in chronic pain. That's why we have so many sleep disorders, we lie exposed and are most subject to frights.
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After every time of darkness, we should experience a mixture of delight and humiliation. If there is only delight, I question whether we have really heard God at all. We should experience delight for having heard God speak, but mostly humiliation for having taken so long to hear Him! Then we will exclaim, “How slow I have been to listen and understand what God has been telling me!” And yet God has been saying it for days and even weeks. But once you hear Him, He gives you the gift of humiliation, which brings a softness of heart— a gift that will always cause you to listen to God now.
After enduring multiple deaths in the family, and years of little to no work, it is hard to imagine seeing the goodness of God in the land of the living. Yet, by faith we offer a sacrifice of praise and believe that God is good, all the time. We do this, not because we see a pillar of fire, but simply because we read that God is good and by faith we hold desperately to what we read (even if the experience isn't in agreement). It is what keeps us clinging to hope in the land of the living.
Paul had some kind or thorn in his flesh, to keep him from pride and boasting.2 Corinthians 12:7-9 (KJV) And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure. For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. When we are so concern with what was Paul's torn..God is saying we know what it is that God doesn't allow, to keep HIM from us.
My eyes are upon you O Lord.
The best response to adversity is to say, “Lord, I’m all Yours. Do whatever You choose with me and my situation. I’m trusting You to encourage and comfort me through this.”