Loneliness
I have been thinking about Jesus's journey to the cross, today being " Good Friday". Reading Matthew 26 : 36-46 and Mathew 27 : 26-66. It was what they call alone beyond being alone, it started in the garden of Gethsemane. He said to the disciples " My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry here and watch with me. " The ones who were the closes to Jesus could not understand the emotions and feelings Jesus was going through. Jesus prayed to the Father, " O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt." It wasn't the thought of the suffering of death on the cross, it was the separation of being away from the Father's presents , because he would have bore all our sins on the cross.
I believe God has a set time to deliver us from this type of loneliness, it usually comes in our worst hour of our trial. We come to God and say " Lord, I can't do it- you have to deliver me. I surrender all to you."
Can you imagine, who can possibly understand Jesus's thoughts and feelings, which are so much removed from those of any other person? Even the disciples , who were his closest companions, they just didn't get it, especially at Golgotha.
I believe God has a set time to deliver us from this type of loneliness, it usually comes in our worst hour of our trial. We come to God and say " Lord, I can't do it- you have to deliver me. I surrender all to you."
Can you imagine, who can possibly understand Jesus's thoughts and feelings, which are so much removed from those of any other person? Even the disciples , who were his closest companions, they just didn't get it, especially at Golgotha.
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What is good about ‘Good Friday’ is not the passing pain that was part of the process, but the unsurpassed beauty that resulted and remains to this day, and that shall remain throughout eternity. "I can't imagine the degree of pain and suffering Jesus, took on to bore our sins..no one can every feel our sins he took on, just to give us eternity. When I don't face my sins..I put him right back on that cross..I don't what to do that. During this time of reflection of how much Christ Jesus, loved me to set me free, In my heart I reference, how a mother’s inexplicable pain instantly transforms into immeasurable pleasure when she first holds her baby in her arms… Thank You Jesus for loving me!!! Amen Amen !!!
I have fallen into a well of darkness,the Lord had me look into Mother Teresa's ministry and the leprosy of loneliness. She keep journals of the worst diseases, worst then the actual particular leper ‘covered with leprosy.’ It affecting his face, his arms and hands, his legs and feet. He could have been a mass of ulcers and sores from the crown of his head to the soles of his feet. He looked loathsome with a smell of decay and death. It's an awful picture of what a disease can do. Every time he put some food in his mouth with finger-less hands, or tottered along on his stumps the spectators knew how ill he was. But his physical illness led to the most awful social deprivation,and that's loneliness.